My First Live Basketball Game was AWESOME!!!!

    MY FIRST LIVE BASKET BALL GAME WAS EPIC!!!!
    I loved it! It was sooo intense. We even won state championship man. and another bonus...(I got a date with a cute guy ;p) I really enjoyed it.
     I barely found Marie at the last few minutes of the game against Desert Hills. By the end of the game she was freaking out and really getting into it. She told me she usually doesn't like to wish for the other team to lose, but this time... she was in sane. She had hard feelings against the other team... I promise!
    By the way Desert Hills I got to say... "Just Like Football!!" haha lol ;)

Me and my Mom

    February 17, 2012, on one of my visits with my mom I got to drive three hours mainly to st G and back. We saw Sherlock Holmes at the dollar theater in st G. It was sooo funny! I laughed almost the whole time. I had a great time spending time with my mom. We also went to Arctic Circle, got some lunch, and a cone for my birthday visit. My mom bought it this time ... usually I am the one who pays for half of it. But that's okay, because i understand my mom has a lot of bills and can't always spend money for none important things.
    Later, we went to Wall-mart and she bought some matching rings for my birthday present. I really like it, but it has only been a week and the silver color is worn off. It turned to a copper color and now i have a dark green  finger. I took it off to let my finger get back to its normal color.
   
    My next visit with my mom on February 25, 2012 was on a Saturday, because my work scheduled me on Friday when I told them I need every Friday off.
    I didn't get to hang with her as much as I wanted to. She had to go home early, because my dad told her to.
    Besides all the stuff that happened, I am grateful for the time I got to spend with my mom. I love you mom know matter what. <3
your Mariah Jenny

Funny Business :p

Isn't that Adorable?

On one of my visits with my mom and younger brothers. We had so much fun that John and Josh fell asleep.

Z Z Z Z Z!

My pet Cat

My Cat is a tuxedo cat. I named him Black Jack Sparrow, because of his pink little nose and cute goatee. When he was just a kitten his best friend besides me is dogs. He has grown up with dogs all his life. His favorite animal food is dog food. But his over all favorite food is ice cream like me. Isn't he gorgeous?

I Love My Kitty Jack Sparrow!!!!!!!!!!

1st time in California

 

I LOVE THE BEACH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

If i could go any where in the world I would go to the beach.

My Younger Brothers :)

My little John

This is my younger brother John and His little kitten. He is fourteen years old and taller than me... I guess he is not a little boy any more. He's become such a young man. I love you John!

My baby Josh

This is my youngest brother Josh and his kitten. He is twelve years old and also taller than me... "My boys have all grown up and gone to war"... OK not exactly gone to war and never will hopefully. Ha ha :) He is also grown to be such a man.
I love you Josh!

My Mom

    This is a picture of my mom. Her name is Becky. She just had a birthday on February 2nd, 2012. She turned fifty one years old. She is the mother of nine children in my family (all biological.)
  

    She has had a pretty rough life working full time cleaning houses and working at the elementary. While trying to make sure my dad is happy. Which is basically impossible. Raising nine children and keeping the house in order.

    My mom is a hard worker, fun, talented, almost in every way. She has one of the cutest laughs (maybe she got it from me... lol :) I love my mommy<3

Boys!!!! :|

    Boy-friends are sooo over rated! OK lets just say... BOYS in generally!

I Need a Man...

By Reeva Ann Proctor

In this time of lonely

In this time of need

I will preserve

A Queen must only accept

What she deserve

A good woman, needs a good man

it only goes hand in hand

I will no longer surcome to a players chant

I need a man to wake me with a kiss on the cheek

when he comes home from work

the sight of him make me weak

I need a man

who will show me he cares

with little notes of love

where id avoid temptation, I couldn't dare

I need a man

that is strong with belief

peace, love and positivity

That man, my heart he could theif

In this time of lonely,

In this time of need

I will preserve

A Queen must only accept

What she deserve

I will stand with my head high

I won’t listen to the lies

I won’t waste my time

saying countless goodbyes

I will not allow one more tear shed from these eyes

For I have cried one to many times


"I NEED A MAN... NOT A BOY!"

To Mom

    Dear Mom,
If you are reading this... this is from my heart to yours. :)

Mother

 By Kari M. Forhan

Mother,

I see you working hard,

To give us a better life,

Working all those hours,

For people who barely

Give you a dime.

I see you trying,

To give us all it is,

That you can give,

Even though it means you,

Are the one who never gets.

I see the tears that drop,

When holidays come around,

When you think all we can see,

Under the Christmas tree,

Is the uncovered ground.

I see your struggle,

Raising us all on your own,

Never having time to yourself,

Never a moment alone,

Always baking something,

Or folding somebody's clothes,

Always cleaning up messes,

Or wiping a runny nose.

I see your love,

It's proven by everything you do,

Every time you say you love me,

I know you’re telling the truth,

And even though I don't always say it,

But Mother I love you too.

    Thank you & I love you mom. I appreciate everything you did and still do for me.

Love Your Daughter, Mariah Jenny

Mommy Visit!

    It is February 10th, 2012 and I am going to have a visit with my mom. My younger brothers John and Josh won't be there, because they have school. My mom works in coral canyon cleaning houses for people all day. She usually comes to pick me up around 2:40pm when school gets out. Last time... she was a little late . Ok, maybe alot/an hour and a half late. But it is all good. She usually is late, but I am use to it. I have to remember that she has a life too. And a pretty hard one at that.
    Any who, I called my mom and left a message to call me about whats happenin' tomorrow with the visit and when she was coming. I went to take out my contacts and the phone rang... it was my mom. I picked it up with enthusiasm and excitement. She told me she was sorry about that. She didn't hear her cell phone ring. After we chatted a bit about how life is going. She told me she could come either 3-4, before my dance class or 5-7 after I was finished with dance. I suggested since it was my birthday this week and this is the only time that I can see her... if she could come at both times 3-4 & 5-8 instead of only two hours after class. since it is my birthday week! Haha lol :) she thought that was a great idea, since it is my birthday week still.
    I think this is going to be a wonderful visit. I am sooo freaken excited to see her. Lately I have been really mommy sick... so I am sooo siked, man. I'm thinking for the first hour I drive us to mickey D's and get some sauce and nuggets. Then if we still have a bit more time... just get some minutes of driving in for drivers ed. Go to dance. Go drive some more and go to st. george andchill or drive and talk. Well thats about all I have today. thanks for reading my blog. lol :)

   Oh I almost forgot... my friend in my class that I am an aid for. He wanted me to put something about him in my blog. His name is Tim Wynn. He is a Junior in high school. He is pretty cute looking, but he has a girlfriend... DANG IT!!! His mom died about last year, around this time. (sad day :( ) He is one of my good friends and watches out for me. He is a kind hearted soul. And that is one of the things I really admire about him. Any who... He wanted to say "HI!"

The B's Home

    The B's home was the second foster home I lived in. I lived with them for just about a year. My foster parents had two children. The other foster family were Hawaiian grandparents with a spoiled four year old boy. The B's children were older. Brother B is nine and sister K is seven years old. I have never had a younger sister before.  B is really, really smart... I have never met a kid as smart as him before. It is cool, and sometimes funny when your younger foster brother always corrects you, and knows more then you... lol :). but he is sooo brilliant and fun to hang around. K is one of a kind. she dresses her own way, acts her own way, and doesn't care what other people think. She is soo cute, especially when I'm her idol and she copies and wants to do everything I do. But being the oldest sucks, because I have to set a good example for B and her. I almost forgot D (foster dad) he is pretty awesome, like M. Any who, I love them sooo much and miss them. They had to move to Salt Lake, because D & M got a job working at a girls home. So they run that themselves and the two reasons that i couldn't go with them is, first my mom wouldn't let me move down there and second there wasn't room for me if i went with them, but its all good now :) lol. They were the first good family I have ever had. I am eternally in debt to them for taking me in. So I want to say thanx soo much for pitching into my life.

    So! When the B's needed to move. I had a young women (Marie) leader that loved and still does, which amazing to me. And I will tell you about that after I finish here. Any who, she loves me soo much that she and her family took a chance to be my foster family and take on the responsibility to be my foster parents. So just four months ago I moved into my new foster home (Birdy's home). I really like this family a ton. Marie and BB are my foster parents and they have three children. Brother KJ is eight, Lil Olivia is five, and baby Katelyn is one years old. they are so far so fun to have as my foster little brother and sisters.
    So, getting back to what was amazing to me is Marie loves me as her own child and cares about me so much, I never new. Thanks Birdys for having me be a part of your family! Means a lot!

ME! :P

whats up?
      My name is Mariah Jenny and I just had my 18th birthday, February 7th. It was the best birthday I have ever had. It was pretty awesome! "Oh my goodness... that is so weird to think that I was born only eighteen years ago.WOW, I'm old... man!"
     
      I am the seventh child out of nine... I know that is a pretty a BIG fam to some people, but to me it is just right. I have six brothers and two sisters. I'm the youngest girl in the family. My oldest brother is twenty nine  years old and the youngest is twelve. Their names ar Trevor, Troy, Dan, Kirstie, Cammie, Kenneth, ME, John, and Josh. I love having a big family. It was just me and my younger brothers that just lived there and everyone else moved out already. When everybody comes home each holiday its a blast. We have dinner together, plays games, and usually have loads of fun... especially when my dad isnt there, (personal reasons.)
      But now it has been a year and a half since I have lived in my hometown New Harmony. Hometown = thirteen years I have lived there/ basically almost my whole life. Now I live in the Foster Care System, and have for a year and a half. I have been to three Foster homes... the very first one sucked so freakin bad, besides the fact that I could have my cat live with me in that house. It just seemed like they didn't really care about what went on and what was going on in my life. They told me, "Its not my life, its yours. Do what ever you want its your life." So i did just that... what ever i wanted to do. I swear I did everything in the book almost. It felt like having roommates without paying rent. Then I got moved to another Foster Home because of what I got into and more. I was pretty pisted, yah know. the whole idea of moving from place to place and not realy having a say. Now I know that the state and my case worker did that for the best. And i can say it really was for the best.
      My second Foster Home.... to be conitued -->